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Oct. 24th, 2005 12:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
foi_nefasteRight. I'm still not exactly sure what I'm doing, what's happening, or where things are going. I'm starting to wonder if anyone ever does, or if people just get better at faking it as they grow older, giving the illusion of general I-know-what's-going-on-and-am-in-complete-control thing... you know, the grown-up thing? That I doubt I'll ever actually achieve? ... *sigh* A perpetual state of complete cluelessness. Oh freakin' joy. Really.
(Note: I don't mean this in a horrible and discouraged kind of way. Just commenting that, well, I'd occasionally like to have some idea of how things are going to unfold, rather than just being able to say 'oh, dear' when something completely out of my control happens. To, y'know, be able to have things completely under control like I remember thinking all 'grown-ups' did when I was a kid. It's probably not a practical wish at all, but, then again, I never claimed to be practical.)
Also, FYI, I can't access my Hotmail accounts right now. So, erm... anyone wanting to get a hold of me for various things this week should comment here or phone. Basically.
(Note: I don't mean this in a horrible and discouraged kind of way. Just commenting that, well, I'd occasionally like to have some idea of how things are going to unfold, rather than just being able to say 'oh, dear' when something completely out of my control happens. To, y'know, be able to have things completely under control like I remember thinking all 'grown-ups' did when I was a kid. It's probably not a practical wish at all, but, then again, I never claimed to be practical.)
Also, FYI, I can't access my Hotmail accounts right now. So, erm... anyone wanting to get a hold of me for various things this week should comment here or phone. Basically.
