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Mar. 23rd, 2003 10:21 pmIf there's something that I want to do less than going to school, it'd probably take a significant amount of searching for me to find out what it is.
I'm sick of tests that only measure whether you can parrot the teacher.
I'm sick of writing essays about topics that I wouldn't give a damn about if my life depended on it.
I'm tired of having to do so much work for my classes that the people at the library know me by name, and come upstairs to tell me to go home when they think I've been working too long.
I'm damn bloody sick of feeling guilty every time I do something that isn't related to school.
I'm tired of having no social life, of raising two kids that aren't even mine, of having a job that I hate while my parents go to business meetings around the world and leave me to deal with everything.
I'm just so fucking tired of it.
I'm sick of tests that only measure whether you can parrot the teacher.
I'm sick of writing essays about topics that I wouldn't give a damn about if my life depended on it.
I'm tired of having to do so much work for my classes that the people at the library know me by name, and come upstairs to tell me to go home when they think I've been working too long.
I'm damn bloody sick of feeling guilty every time I do something that isn't related to school.
I'm tired of having no social life, of raising two kids that aren't even mine, of having a job that I hate while my parents go to business meetings around the world and leave me to deal with everything.
I'm just so fucking tired of it.